Aiesec Journey: From Malang, Indonesia to Hanoi Vietnam

This one is also one of my EPs, Check out the super awesome experience of my dear friend andi who just finish his Global Youth Ambassador Program in Hanoi, Vietnam last Summer!!! Enjoy :)


From : Indonesia with love
To : me & WE Project

Almost everything is done, Now I’m waiting my next flight to Indonesia. But, I don’t know what should I do. I have to waiting more than 12 hours. I just chill from one place to another place that I’m feeling comfort. It’s so hard without someone else beside you when you in another country, That I feel right now. I choose one chair in the middle and stand by with earphone. Looking for sadness songs. Ohhhhhhhhh So .. !

That the feeling that I feel in the beggining in Hanoi. Almost alone and sad. I don’t know why, maybe because you far from home and you can do anything, because you very shy. There is no friend listen for you. Totally alone. When I looking for everyone in my project, they so enjoy, because they have close friend and almost they are together everyday and there is no space for me. I’m fall down because of my mind, I cry because of I think like that and I feel alone because of I don’t want to speak to much with them.

Day by day I just doing the same things. Sometimes I’m bored, but there no place to said and shared something. Everyplace almost closed. First week is the time that I wanna back home, because I’m tired to stand alone. I’m so childish in that time. because I just want everyone understand to me, but I’m not. I’m to busy with my self and all the pain that I think about everyone. I hate this moment. Just one things that I want in that time “Let me go home! Now!”.

But, I think again. If I’m back home, not only project and my LC dispointed because of me, but also my family. They will be sad than everyone. Because in that time they only know, they little son going abroad and always said happy to them everyday. That’s why in that time I will doing project, because I don’t want my family sad because of me. “Okay, this intership for Mama, for make mama smile and proud of her little son”.

I still think about my self in the second week, but now I try to speak with them, because sometimes I don’t understand about their point so well. From that I already speech to much with them, even about not important question and topic. Day by day I tried to speak up and have small conversation with them, Ya it’s not that nice, but it’s okay than nothing. I was luck, because I have good host brother, they always cooking and prepare everything for me. Caring of me like I’m a little baby in their house. Always asking to OC’s when I late back home. It’s so nice.

The third weeks, everything changed so fast. I told so much with interns, even I just silent in meeting. Because I just let them to make a content and I have commitment to do session more better, to make the content more interesting. So dificult ? Of course, I stand alone to fasting, sometimes so tired because I have to do session and fasting, but it’s the real challenges for me. I promises to my slef, I will do with my best for my team, because they are so tired prepare everything.

Fourth weeks coming so fast. I’m feeling sad again, because in that time I love my intership so much. I speak a lot with OC’s and Interns. I give a lot of impact for attendees. In that time I saw my attandees more better than first week, for me it’s more than alot of money, this feeling can’t to paid with money or gold. I’m really happy, I want to always continue to give them impact and more better than before, but time is limit, I just have one camp again.

Everything has been changed a lot during fourth to fivth weeks. Interns decide to go to sapa together. It was amazing, we shared everything, feeling, happiness and also sadness. I will never forget this moment. I love so much. In that time I choose not join with us, because I don’t have money for paid. I told to my family they let me go with them. That’s why, I go with all the things that I have. I really wanna go there, not only about sapa, but also about the people who go there.

After sapa, we flies to last camp. It was amazing, but I’m so sad. Because everything almost done in that time. We just have one week closer before we are coming to our own home. After that I decide to go to Danang and Hoi an with two interns. We go there without planning before. It was amazing and memorable. Thank you for take care and always giving happiness for me during our trip. I love that so much.

After Danang and Hoi An, I feel almost home, because just several days left. We doing closing day. It was sad day ever that I have. I hate this day so much. But then again, time is limit. Now, everything done. Like what I want in the beggining that is back home, I can do it right now. But, the feeling was changes, I with the others interns cried so hard because we don’t want the time over right now.

Afte all the pain and moment that I have in my intership journey. I wanna said thank you for draw any colours in my life guys, for 6 weeks amazing in my summer holiday. I love you so much. I will never forget anything that we already made. I’m so sorry for anything that I made, the bad case and everything. Thank you for understanding me so much. I love you me & WE.

Intership journey make me realize any case in my life. Even just 6 weeks, but it was amazing. I realize that I’m so bad to take desicion and childish to face the problem. Now, I’m grow up to understand people, to make a friend easyly and to working with people from another country with different perspective and point of view. It was really amazing, changes any bad case in my own life. For those people who want to feel out from your comfort zone, this your time to challenges your self and born again to be the new of yours. Damn! I love internship so much !!!

A Journey to Adana, Turkey with AIESEC

This is one of my EP's Story who went on Global Youth Ambassador Program to Adana, Turkey last summer trough Aiesec LC UNIBRAW, Malang. Enjoy :)



SOCIAL PROJECT IN ADANA, TURKEY
“AGESK”




Merhaba…hello, My name is Mohamad Dirga Pratiangga. I am a student at Brawijaya University majoring International Relations. I was join aiesec when I was in the second term of my study and I choose aiesec because I want to know about global citizens and improve the leadership. It is really interesting that I can meet another people from all over the world not only that you can go abroad too to have a social project in you selected country. I really want to go abroad and have a social project in another country so I choose turkey, why I choose turkey? Because there is a good project that I really interested. They provided a full accommodation for me and it’s related to the children’s there.

Saya berangkat ke turkey pada musim panas yakni bulan juli. Perjalanan ke turkey memerlukan waktu sekitar 19 jam dengan dua kali transit di singapura dan di Istanbul. Saya sangat tertarik dengan projek disana, dan tidak sabar untuk segera sampai di adana, turkey. Projek yang akan saya lakukan ialah membantu aiesec adana nya itu sendiri untuk mengajar bahasa inggris untuk anak-anak disabilitas yang memiliki kemampuan di bidang olahraga dan mereka merupakan atlit-atlit professional di bidang nya masing-masing. Tidak hanya membantu mengajarkan bahasa inggris, saya juga membantu anak-anak disabilitas untuk melakukan pemanasan dan olahraga rutin mereka. Pada awal nya saya bingung karena saya tidak memiliki pandangan sebelum nya mengajar anak-anak yang memiliki kekurangan fisik. Namun pada akhirnya saya memberanikan diri untuk mengambil projek itu…hehe..turkey is a big country with a different religious life, they was known as sekuler country from their founding father it self Mustafa Kemal Atatürk. he is the first president of turkey and also the founding of seculer theory.

When I arrived in adana, I was shock because of the weather was very hot. I am not alone for doing the project, I was with tamara. She’s a student like me and we were in the same university also same faculty but different major. So I am very thankful that I can speak with her while there is no one can speak English in adana even the employee of the airport. I arrived on 1st august and it was very early for starting the project, the project was about 10 of august. My friends and I was very surprise that we met our senior that having an internship in aiesec adana. She’s one of the VP of aiesec adana, and she’s the one that took me and tamara to go to adana.
Pertama kali sampai di sana saya dan tamara di jemput oleh fatih, kak hasan, gorkem dan kak dira. Fatih adalah salah seorang Vice President beserta dira dan kak hasan teman kak dira yang mendapat beasiswa di adana untuk gelar master serta gorkem yang akan menjadi host family dari tamara. Saya sangat canggung bertemu dengan orang asing, tetapi kak dira membantu saya untuk memperkenalkan dengan anggota aiesec disana. Minggu-minggu pertama saya habiskan untuk berkeliling dan menikmati kota Adana bersama tamara dan satu orang intern dari kyrgyztan.


Minggu-minggu pertama sangatlah menyenangkan dengan orang-orang yang sangat ramah dan mempunyai pemikiran terbuka terhadap budaya Negara lain. Mereka sangatlah menghargai sikap dan budaya Negara lain, disaat saya sampai di adana disana masih ada beberapa intern dari projek sebelum nya. Saya juga berkenalan dengan pada intern dari projek sebelum nya untuk menambah teman dan keluarga baru. Sebelum pekan pertama projek dimulai saya sudah bertanya-tanya kepada fatih bagaimana mekanisme berjalan nya projek yang akan saya lakukan. Projek agesk ini perlukan kekuatan team yang baik untuk mencapai kesuksesan dalam menyelesaikan nya.
Memasuki minggu kedua yakni minggu dimana projek akan segera berlangsung. Saya ingin tahu seperti apa anak-anak yang akan saya ajari bahasa inggris. Di minggu kedua ini sudah mulai datang temen-teman team saya dari Negara lain yakni jerman dan rusia, cina dan Pakistan. Mereka datang pada minggu kedua karena memiliki kesulitan di visa dan masih ada yang memiliki urusan di Negara nya masing-masing. And for the first day of my internship was very surprised that I taught a very cute, active and cheerful kids that very good conditions means they are ordinary kids not disable.

They were very good and humble to us, they really want to know who were we? But not all the children are friendly hehe. Because it was the first day, we didn’t prepare anything for teaching them, so we just talking and have a conversation with the kids. They were very cute and for the beginning they were interested with us to study English. In our mind they want to study English until the time for study was finish but suddenly they push me to play Turkish game with them…

Saya menghabiskan minggu kedua ini dengan mengajar dan bermain bersama mereka dari senin hingga jumat. Di hari sabtu dan minggu saya memiliki jadwal libur jadi saya meminta kepada host saya untuk mengajak saya jalan-jalan keliling kota adana. Minggu kedua pun telah di lewati dengan rasa senang, selanjutnya datang minggu ketiga dimana tantangan lebih banyak. Di minggu ketiga ini, saya beserta team sudah menyiapkan beberapa agenda untuk mengajar anak-anak bahasa inggris serta menyiapkan beberapa permainan dari berbagai Negara kami.

Akan tetapi minggu-demi minggu kami mengalami kegelisahan dikarenakan mulai menurun nya antusiasme anak-anak untuk belajar inggris dengan kami. Kami mulai kebingungan dan harus mencari cara bagaimana mereka ingin belajar bahasa inggris lebih giat lagi. Akhirnya di minggu keempat ini kami memiliki ide untuk mengajak mereka kembali belajar inggris dengan cara mengurangi jam belajar bahasa inggris itu sendiri dengan lebih banyak menambah permainan yang menggunakan teori-teori bahasa inggris yang lebih menyenangkan untuk ukuran anak-anak. Di minggu keempat ini kami juga bertanya kepada fatih mengenai dimana anak-anak disabilitas yang pada awalnya akan kami bantu untuk bahasa inggris nya dan membantu dalam olahraganya. Ia segera menanyakan nya kepada ketua atau pemimpin dari NGO dimana kami mengajar bahasa inggris anak-anak itu. Beliau sendiri adalah penyandang cacat yang memiliki segudang prestasi dibidang olahraga, dan beliau telah meraih berbagai penghargaan terutama dari PBB. Beliau memberi tahu kami di minggu keempat ini kami akan mengajar dan membantu dia di summer camp lain khusus anak-anak disabilitas.

In the 5th week, one of the member of our team had an idea. The idea was make a flashmob together in front of the groseri near from our place for teaching the children. Jenny was a zumba instructor and she’s good in choreography. We all practice zumba everyday until the day of flashmob begin. And we were getting closed to each others I made really really good friends in this project. The children were very happy for doing zumba dance, they really interested and always come to the park where we study and play together. In this week, my friends and I went to mersin to saw the castle which from the ottoman empire and also we wanted to see a beautiful beach.

Now the last week has come so we were really excited to do zumba. In this week was the saddest part of my intership because I just realizing that I may not see each other in the future due to the distance, we live too far away from each other. But I really thankful to allah that give me a chance to go and have an amazing opportunity to meet amazing people from all over the world. In the last week of my internship we do zumba together that there is a meaning from this dance “All Unique All Equal” we all same and have same chances in this world there is no differences between us . Before tamara and I go back to Indonesia, we decided to go to istabul with some of interns from Russia and China. I was very sad that I wouldn’t see my close intern’s friend from Kyrgyz anymore because she didn’t go with us to Istanbul also jenny from Germany didn’t go to Istanbul . So we spent for a week in Istanbul to take a short holiday for us after we had a hardworking job .

That’s all of my story when I was in adana for having a social project. Thank you AIESEC for bring me to be a global citizens. It was very memorable moment I ever had.



THANK YOU
AIESEC LC UNIBRAW

Respect

Heyyy....

Dalam postingan kali ini gue pengen ngebahas masalah idol dan dating. Sebenernya topik ini adalah salah satu topik yang paling males gue bahas karna ujung-ujungnya bakal ngambang kemana-mana. Well lo lo semua pasti tau kan berbagai dating news yang beredar akhir-akhir ini dan yang paling hot siapa lagi kalo bukan tiga member soshi yang udah officially go public. Berawal dari Yoona abis itu Sooyoung dan sekarang Tiffany. Pas berita Soona keluar emang pada heboh tapi gue ga begitu peduli karna emang gue udah nyangka dua member itu member yang bakal ngonfirm dating duluan. Tapi pas berita Tiffany keluar gue emang agak shock soalnya gue ga nyangka aja rumor-rumor khunfany itu bener kejadian. Meskipun gue rada butthurt juga awalnya tapi sekarang gue udah ngerestuin mereka berdua *lah siapa gue haha* gue ga masalah soal bias-bias gue dating, toh itu hak mereka, mau mereka dating ama siapa, apapun pilihan mereka, gue sebagai fan cuma bisa kasih support buat mereka. Walaupun khunfany berhasil ngerusak imaginasi gue sebagai locksmith, gue tetep dukung mereka, lagian gue juga suka nichkhun, tipe-tipe cowo baek-baek haha *tapi gatau deh dalemnya*. Yang pasti selama para cowo itu ngebahagiain mbak-mbak idola gue, gue pasti support wholeheartedly, tapi awas aja kalo mereka macem-macem, mereka bakal nyesel kalo mereka ga serius dan nyianyiain apa yang udah mereka dapet, tunggu aja amukan ribuan sone dari seluruh dunia haha. Dan selamat yaah buat tiga mbak gue yang udah bisa lega sekarang karena gaperlu main petak umpet lagi. semoga langgeng dan bahagia selamanya, ditunggu tanggal meritnya hahaha. Dan buat mbak-mbak yang lain, ditunggu publikasinya, tolong pilih cowo yang cakep dan tajir dan yang emang bener-bener tulus, apapun pilihan kalian gue pasti dukung! *gue kan sone yang baik*

Trus juga masalah Hyo ama mantannya, Jay. Hadoooh ini si Jay pasti udah ngerasain kan gimana rasanya diamuk ribuan sone. Gue lega Hyo udah putus ama dia, soalnya kayaknya dia bukan cowo baik-baik deh, gue udah ga respek ama tu cowo, gegara masalah dia lapor polisi. Dan masa kemaren dia bilang dia cuma spontan nelfon polisi gara-gara ngeliat Hyo mau loncat -,- somehow excuse dia kemarenini terdengar ridiculous. Well gue ga tau sih apa yang sebenernya terjadi tapi sedikit banyak gue tau gimana kepribadian Hyo dan gue ga yakin Hyo depresi cuma gegara di bully. Helllooowww this is the best gangster in soshi we are talking about haha gue aja ga percaya Hyo yang biasanya nge bully orang sekarang malah depresi gegera di bully. Yah terserah ajadeh ya, sebelum ada konfirmasi dari Hyo nya sendiri gue ga percaya.

Dan masalah sone+lochsmiths+khuntorians+alayers yang pada heboh di semua media sosial, gue udah capek yah ngadepin orang-orang kayak gitu. Khunfany confirm kalian malah heboh di Instagram nya Taeyeon, apa cobak, kalo ga terima ya jangan ngerusuh di akun orang dong, gue juga kesel Tiffany confirm dating secepet ini disaat gue lagi bahagia-bahagianya dengan dunia Taeny, gue juga locksmith guys, i know how it feels. Gue ngerti karna gue juga sama ama kalian, gue tau kenyataan emang lebih pahit dari khayalan, tapi pelis guys bedain realita sama imajinasi, apapun yang kalian pikirkan tapi ini kenyataannya, mereka ga bisa jadi apa yang selama ini kalian bayangin, this is the reality guys, and sometimes reality hurts. Mereka manusia dan mereka terus tumbuh dewasa, hidup mereka terus berjalan dan mereka sekarang berada di usia dimana seharusnya seorang wanita menemukan pasangannya. They're human too and they're woman, what do you expect? Tahun ini mereka rata-rata udah umur 25, mau nunggu sampe kapan lagi coba, masa mereka mau merit di umur 30an kan ga mungkin, percuma aja dong cantik, tajir, dan terkenal =,= So, please, give em some privacy.. selama ini hidup mereka itu bagaikan buku bacaan yang bisa dibaca setiap orang secara gratis jadi biarin mereka ngerasain kehidupan normal bentar aja. Kalo kalian bener-bener sone gue yakin kalian bakal support mereka apapun yang terjadi. Ini suatu momen dimana loyalitas seorang sone diuji, liat kan berapa banyak yang ninggalin fandom cuma gara-gara idol nya dating. Tapi gue justru lebih bersyukur karena gara-gara kejadian ini banyak sone-sone alay yang ninggalin fandom, dan FYI soshi ga butuh alayers kayak kalian, yang bener-bener soshi butuhin itu pure sone yang support mereka selalu dan nge respek mereka sebagai manusia. Asal kalian tau, Fandom ini bakal tetap berdiri kokoh ada atau tanpa kalian, so please if you can't accept it just leave.

Dan buat Khuntorians, gue tau kalian kecewa tingkat dewa, gue juga sama karna gue juga khuntorian. Tapi gue tau suatu saat hal kaya gini bakal kejadian, gue udah prepare. Gue udah nanemin di logika gue kalo Khuntoria itu cuma suatu gambaran kopel impian yang diinginkan seseorang, lagian kita semua juga tau kan kalo WGM itu totally fake. Walopun dulunya gue berharap Khun beneran ama Vic setelah WGM nya kelar. Tapi itu hidup mereka, gue ga bakal ikut campur, karna gue juga pasti ga bakal suka kalo ada yang ikut campur dalam urusan kehidupan gue. So, gue juga sedih fandom Khuntoria terbesar di china mesti gulung tikar, tapi gue harap ga ada yang sampe depresi dan gila gara-gara masalah ini, dan kalian juga pasti tau konsekuensinya nge ship pairing yang belom pasti real. Jadi tolong jangan lampiaskan amarah kalian di akun twitternya nichkhun atau di weibo nya atau juga instagram taeyeon. Plis! I BEG YOU TO NOT TO! Gue miris banget pas buka Ig nya Taeyeon, isinya komen khunfany semua =,= dan ga sedikit yang justru ninggalin komen-komen yang ga bertanggung jawab. Rasanya waktu itu gue pengen teriak sekenceng-kencengnya, LEAVE TAEYEON ALONE!!! Gue masih bisa ngerti kalo kalian membanjir di akun nya Nichkhun, karena nichkhun juga kayaknya ga terlalu peduli sama haters dan dia pasti udah siap dengan konsekuensi sebagai cowo Tiffany. Tapi gue bener-bener pengen ngebacok orang-orang yang ngeganggu Taeyeon! Apa hubungannya coba, mentang-mentang Tiff gapunya SNS trus kalian ngelampiasin ke akun Soulmate nya? Pelis hargain perasaan Tae, dia ga sama kaya nichkhun atau Tiffany atau yang lainnya, kalian tau akhir-akhir ini dia keliatan tertekan, di Talkshow jarang ngomong, pas ngomong kata-katanya galau semua, apalagi pas dia bilang kalo akhir-akhir ini dia banyak pikiran dan ga bisa tidur, sampe-sampe dia harus minum supaya dia bisa lupa dan tidur nyenyak. Gue ngebayanginnya aja ngeri, karna gue tau Tae itu tipe-tipe pemikir, dan gue tau akhri-akhir ini dia insecure, dan gue makin ga mau dia makin tertekan dengan semua komenan kalian di IG dia *karna gue tau sedikit banyak pasti dia baca* Pelis guyyss.. udahlah gausah digede-gedein, suatu saat idola-idola kalian juga bakal punya pasangan, punya keluarga dan hidup bahagia, jadi apapun yang kalian lakukan, apapun yang kalian coba untuk lakukan ga bakal ngaruh dan ga bakal ngerubah apapun.

So please be a mature fans, respect your idols if you really a fan of them. Stop judging and start accepting, sometimes things can't go the way we wanted. And stop claiming your idols as yours, no they're not yours and they're not mine either. They just a human with a lil fancy life and they still have a real life to live. They always trying to give us what we want, and this time try to respect what they want okay? This is not over, this is the beginning. SNSD not going disband just because some of the members are officially dating. And dating is not a bad thing, it's a good thing so the idols shouldn't have to apologize to the whole universe just because they finally found their other half. So if you really care please show it to em. And nothing's gonna change after this. I'm still a sone, I'm still a locksmith, I'm still a girl who adore a bunch of beautiful godesses called soshi. And to snap me back to reality, I still have a life to live. That's it, no offense guys, i just wanna share my thoughts and at least i share it on my own blog, not on someone elses account, or blog, or page or whatever it is. Oke mulut gue ampe busa-busa nulis ginian, gotta go now. bye!

I'm BACK!

Heyyy guyyys.... :D

Oke mungkin ini postingan pertama gue setelah sekian lama. tadi pas gue liat postingan terakhir gue februari 2013, berarti ini udah lebih satu tahun gue menelantarkan ini blog =,=

Tapi ya gaada bedanya juga sih, toh gaada yang nunggu gue update juga kan u,u *lirikkanankiri* haha yaudin ya gausah di gede2in juga masalah gue menghilang selama setaon lebih dan kembali dengan postingan yang cukup absurd. yeah itulah gueee, what do you expect haha.

Well ngomong-ngomong gue pengen cerita tentang masa-masa gue menghilang, jadi setaon ini sedikit banyak ngerubah hidup gue laah, banyak ke yang positif tentunya haha. Yang paling beda dari diri gue taon lalu dengan gue yang sekarang adalaaah... eng ing eng... well selain gue yang statusnya udah bukan anak esema lagi dan sekarang udah jadi mahasiswa sejati kayaknya gaada lagi yang berubah =,= Dan sekarang gue udah pindah lokasi, berhubung kampus gue beda pulau ama rumah ya apa boleh buat jadilah gue seorang anak rantau yang mengadu nasib di negeri orang. Haha gue sekarang kurang lebih udah bisa dibilang independent woman lah, pada tau kan apa artinya independent woman? Itu artinya gue udah jadi wanita yang mandiri, walapun belom sepenuhnya wanita sih =,=

Eh tapi masih ada hal-hal yang ga berubah dan ga akan pernah berubah dari gue sampe kapanpun. Gue masih gue yang duluuu, masih gajelas, masih suka nyablak, masih single(oops), masih rusuh tapi yang pasti gue udah ga alay lagi. Dan sekarang gue suka geleng2 kepala kalo inget masa2 alay pas esema dulu =,=

Well, postingan pertama setelah sekian lama nya ga usah panjang-panjang dulu. Gue pasti balik lagi dengan postingan-postingan baru dan yang pasti gue ga bakal nge post berita-berita K-Pop yang ga penting karna FYI gue udah ga ngepoin Boyband ato Girlband Korea lagi selain Soshi ama Exo. Dan blog ini udah alih fungsi, bukan lagi berisi gossip2 K-pop yang udah pasti bertebaran di dunia maya melainkan gue bakal ngepost pikiran-pikiran gue, pendapat-pendapat, argument-argument gue tentang apapun yang pengen gue bahas, APAPUN! Haha suka-suka gue mau bahas apaan, blog blog gueee weeeek :p

Okay, that's it. Sekian dan Terimakasih.
Bbzzt.